Can anyone tell me what is my role?

I was thrilled and excited to join the company for which I was recruited after my campus placements. A fat pay package, good perks, recognition of the brand in the industry, more responsibilities, great career path, good growth prospects within the organization and of-course the curiosity to know the designation and role given to me at the start of my career. I was making plans as to how would I organically grow within the organization and develop the skill sets which would eventually increase my market value. Never did I expect that I will be in a big mess like this.

I joined in the month of May and the first time I entered the workplace I was all excited and the excitement went to that extent where I literally had goose bumps. That excitement did not last long. I was taken into a room with many others and was given a session about the businesses in the organization. All this was good until I discovered that the unit manager allotted to me had no no idea that I was recruited for his unit. Now, that was too hard to believe when the same person said ”I was unaware of the fact that you were joining this unit. Now that you have joined we will try to provide you with something you can work on”.  I was baffled with such a comment made and suddenly it occurred to me as if I am going to end up in some deep shit… “Manaki mundey shani-devta top nundee manchi influence kadaa, aaiyana chusi natu unnaru, inka tapadu kadaa, thathasthu annesaaru” (in Telugu)

Since that day to till date I have not been in a position to figure out what am I doing in office and I am scared as to how long this phase would continue. Presently, I am glad that I could make some progress in terms of getting into the city which I wanted to be in…  The real hunt starts here… However I feel like screaming at the top of my voice questioning “Can you tell me what is my role?” If someone up there is listening to my concern, then please answer them!!

One Response to “Can anyone tell me what is my role?”

  1. Vinod Chandramouli Says:

    Well my friend, its the same state for me. The I-Dont-Know-What-Role-I-Am-Playing phase lasted for about 1 year and 2 months :) . So chill out.

    regards
    vc


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